Hard to stay positive

I am as pissed/frustrated as I've been in as long as I can remember. Besides the BS going on in cash games right now. I just got knocked out of the 2nd FTOPS event again on the bubble. I played a very good, if not great tourney, but lost on a 2 outer against a nut for about a 7th place chip stack with 120 left. Here is the hand:

Full Tilt Poker Game #6337769425: FTOPS Event #2 (44840197), Table 102 - 600/1200 - Pot Limit Omaha Hi - 17:34:45 ET - 2008/05/08
Seat 1: barbwire320 (27,760)
Seat 2: data1123 (10,836)
Seat 3: The_Dean221 (28,995)
Seat 4: Ergodicity (54,072)
Seat 5: Sledj (15,709)
Seat 6: Enyogo (9,413)
Seat 7: Oakmeal (11,961)
Seat 8: PiMaster (35,124)
Seat 9: Captain Donkey (18,256)
Oakmeal posts the small blind of 600
PiMaster posts the big blind of 1,200
The button is in seat #6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to PiMaster [6h 3d 4c 6c]
Captain Donkey folds
barbwire320 folds
data1123 folds
The_Dean221 folds
Ergodicity raises to 3,000
Sledj folds
Enyogo folds
Oakmeal folds
PiMaster has 15 seconds left to act
PiMaster calls 1,800
*** FLOP *** [3s 3h 7d]
PiMaster checks
Ergodicity bets 3,000
PiMaster raises to 10,000
Ergodicity has 15 seconds left to act
Ergodicity raises to 36,600
PiMaster has 15 seconds left to act
PiMaster calls 22,124, and is all in
Ergodicity shows [5d Ah As Jh]
PiMaster shows [6h 3d 4c 6c]
Uncalled bet of 4,476 returned to Ergodicity
*** TURN *** [3s 3h 7d] [Ts]
*** RIVER *** [3s 3h 7d Ts] [Ac]
Ergodicity shows a full house, Aces full of Threes
PiMaster shows three of a kind, Threes
Ergodicity wins the pot (70,848) with a full house, Aces full of Threes
PiMaster stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 70,848 Rake 0
Board: [3s 3h 7d Ts Ac]
Seat 1: barbwire320 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: data1123 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: The_Dean221 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: Ergodicity showed [5d Ah As Jh] and won (70,848) with a full house, Aces full of Threes
Seat 5: Sledj didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: Enyogo (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: Oakmeal (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 8: PiMaster (big blind) showed [6h 3d 4c 6c] and lost with three of a kind, Threes
Seat 9: Captain Donkey didn't bet (folded)